Not much

I swear, one of these days I'm going to kill myself. My life has been nothing but good, the thing is. I don't know what good is to me. I've never got the choice to experience it. I'm an actress who forgot who the real her was. Who never got a normal childhood because she was always acting to entertain people. Sometimes I can't handle it. I feel like the girl in Stephen kings book, THE GIRL WHO LOVED TOM GORDON. She is always plastering a happy helpful face on just to make things better. Her patents got divorced and her brother and mom gab a lot. That's the exact story of my life. Of you want to understand what I'm going through more, read the book. You'll see me in the little girl. I've been thrown and blown, chipped and fixed, but the thing is, ill always be the ugly old vase that the potter can't sell. Soon ill fall and shatter to a million pieces and maybe then ill be whole.

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